The Light of Kirpal
First See, Then Say
January 7, 1971, Rajpur
So Masters did See. The Masters did
See and then said something. We cannot really appreciate what they say,
really
appreciate, I would say. That is why I say unless you see for your own
self, don't believe even the sayings of the Master. That is a very open
truth. All outer ceremonies are secondary. They are symbols to say there
is something: All say so, you see.
Kabir says, "I'm going away to be
married with God--Oh people, I'm going away to be married with God." Marriage
of the soul with the Oversoul. Can we say that? So first see and then say.
The vast difference between a Saint and others is that others may give
long connotations of philosophy, but really they have never seen Him. So
bookish knowledge is all wilderness, no way out. Even the sayings of the
Masters are not understood in their right perspective... unless you see.
All say God is light; all say God is Light. Nobody says God is darkness,
nobody says it. Those who have not Seen, also say God is Light. It is just
saying without seeing. So foremost thing is to see first and then say.
And don't deceive your own self. We deceive our Self, God first, then others.
It is Masters only who said, "See, then say. There is God." Others only
say by drawing inferences, by feelings. And they're all subject to error.
Masters say: "We've seen." Where? In this manbody, where there's the whole
universe. Why can't we see? This is a natural question which arises. You
say, "You've seen Him in the temple of the manbody. Well, how? Why can't
we see when He's here? If there's Light here; I'm here, why can't I see
the Light?" The mind is between us. We are in control of mind. Mind is
in control of outgoing faculties, and outgoing faculties are driven by
outer enjoyments. Unless we withdraw from outside, from the entanglements
of the outgoing faculties, mind and intellect, we cannot see. They say,
"What is the proof?." Sit and see, that's all. They may have something
to start with according to each man's background. But there is something.
So the criterion of a Saint, of a Master, is only one who can give you
some demonstration, may be little or more.
All the Masters, most all scriptures
say so. You may have all these scriptures learned by rote; may have filled
your brain with all of them. What's the good of that? Can you taste anything
from the spoon which is going through the pudding without taking any? No.
This is a very simple natural way of telling you. They say they've Seen.
They require no philosophy to prove their theories. They say, "All right,
there is God, go and see. Son knows the Father and others whom the Son
reveals." You may learn the biographies of Saints. They give you something
special in each man's life. If people begin to read the biographies of
Saints they'll gather more than all the scriptures. Each Saint has
his own beauty, his greatness. There was some principle working in Their
lives.
So, the main thing is, you have got
the manbody. What is the highest thing that you can do in the manbody?
It is to know God, to see God. Guru Nanak was asked, "With what eyes do
you see God?" He said, "It is not the eyes of the flesh and bones, but
the inner eye that sees, O Nanak." The Bible says, "If thine eye be single
thy whole body shall be full of light." It is not one of the outer eyes
to which he refers. "It is better to enter in the world with one eye rather
than two, because if you always work through two eyes, you'll go to Hell."
This is the digest of all teachings, you see. Have you seen? That's all
right. Grow more. See, see, see and so much see that you forget yourself--so
that you may say, "It is not I, it is not I, but Christ lives in me." And
the means to it is only love. Love develops receptivity. Your own self
is now in that Overself so much so that you forget yourself. This is why
St. Paul said, "It is I, not now I, but Christ lives in me." These are
the very facts. This is what is called Gurumukhta--Actions of a
Guru. When you absorb through Love, you forget your other self. You will
arise into the true Self, egress, become born. You become one.
Last night I was giving you some different
views of Christianity. I've got no new religion with me. Why? It would
lead people astray, further astray. They would be involved in more vagaries,
what to say of ignorance. Believe what He says. Because what He says, He
sees. Others say what they have not seen but only as a matter of inference
or feeling and they're all subject to error. So seeing is above all. So
God is all alone, you see. He has got no father, no mother. He wants everyone
to come to Him all alone. He does not want you to bring your children,
your outer matters, or your physical body or your own intellect. He does
not want all these things. Come alone, go to Him all alone. He's waiting
for you. Meditation means only that. What does meditation mean? To be all
alone with Him, is it not? That is all. Very simple way. There is nothing
difficult. People have made it hard to understand from their own intellectual
wrestlings. You want to go to Him all alone, then withdraw from outside.
If you're involved in outer things, how can you go to Him? And even if
you sit before Him at all, like a blind man, even then you'll want from
Him. "Give me this thing, give me that thing, give that thing . . . things
of this world or the other world." One Saint has prayed--in fact that's
a very ideal prayer, "Oh God, I want a gift from you." What is that gift?
"I should not ask anything from You. You do what is best for me." Sometimes
we do pray and get [what we have prayed for], later on we repent. Why did
we ask for it, is it not so? So the best prayer is "Oh Master, Oh God,
give us what You think best for us, we want to come back to You, that's
all."
How can the man who is involved in
so many outer things go? Christ gave a parable like that. It is easier
for what--Do you know?--For a camel to pass through the eye of a needle
than for a rich man to enter the kingdom of God. How can the man who is
involved in so many outward things--101 irons in the fire--withdraw from
outside? That's the first problem: How can you withdraw? You enjoy outside
and unless you get more blissful enjoyment inside you cannot withdraw from
outside. A child who is playing with playthings, won't leave them unless
you give him something sweet.
Some run and then recede. God helps
those who do not help themselves. God also helps those who help themselves,
but only those who help themselves and forget in all that effort,
lose themselves, only then, not before. Which is the easier one? First
or second?
Not to help yourself.
Don't help yourself. You'll see. You'll have progress. You'll hear. Just withdraw, go back to your own self. That's all.
And it isn't a matter of belief, is it?
Belief?
Depending on how much our faith is...
Look here, faith comes only as a result
of the reaction of the past; or if you see something. How does faith come?
Either as a reaction of the past--man is in the make--or if he has received
something substantial before him. When the Pakistan-India war broke out,
I remember very spiritual religious people who were praying to God night
and day, like that. Thousands were killed. They said, "Where oh God, oh
where are you?" Because they did not see, their faith breaks away. Faith
remains only so long as you have everything to meet your own desires. If
that is not given, then... So faith is the root cause of all religions,
that's true, but faith arises how?. That's the point. Either as reactions
of the past, or if you have something substantial before you. So blind
faith does not help you, only to a certain extent, not beyond. When everything
goes according to your wish and pleasure, then, "Oh God is all right."
But if you are put to adversity and nobody helps you, 'Oh where is God?'
Preaching only goes to the heart from such people who talk from the abundance
of their heart, from what they are. The arrow that is driven to the breast
goes to the target. What comes from the level of the mouth of the intellect,
words with so many sermons and lectures and so many books, can have little
or no effect. And those are given only from the level of, if I may use
the word, belly. How can they help? They are not after the real things.
So first see and then say, that's the point. Usually I write in my circulars,
group leaders and others should speak of what they're fully convinced.
Otherwise say, "All right we've learnt this." That's all. Sometimes we
act as bosses, "Oh this is all right. My word is the word of God." There
are people like that; generally very few. They don't carry further effect
to the people as they are colored with the worldly colors so much so that
no other colors can come through.
So this topic is to see and then say.
Follow the words of the Master or the Saints. They come from time to time.
They have been coming, they may come in the future too. There's no hard
and fast rule against it, because we are all His children. The Father
will look after His children, in what way? To bring back the prodigal sons,
you see.
So, leave all philosophies, I would
say. The word philosophy means, do you know what? Love of God. It comes
from the word philosophia, love of God, and the philosopher is one
who loves God. Now we take it in a different way. We don't go to the root
of the words. Somebody asked Socrates, "Do you love truth? .... Yes." "Do
you love Plato?" He said, "Yes, I love Plato." "Who do you love more? ....
I love Truth more than Plato." You love Plato because you've understood
God, you see. So we all should be philosophers. Nowadays the word philosophy
means, intellectual wrestling, drawing inferences, that's all. Do you now
follow what is the difference between the sayings of a Saint and others?
These things are not clear in books, I tell you honestly. Philosopher is
one who loves God, who loves God, sees Him. So I am giving you what I've
come to in my life. I wish you the same, you see. Every father wishes his
children to develop even more than himself. But there's no goal except
to be with Him There. They are all One There. We're all micro-Gods, sons
of the same Father, brothers and sisters in God. That's the open Truth.
We've made it hard to understand. I'm a Christian, I'm a Mohammedan, I'm
a this, I'm a that. Well those are the badges you are wearing on your body,
are they not? You're a man. You're not even a man, you bear the body of
a man. You are something else; a conscious entity. A drop of the ocean
of all consciousness, environed by mind and matter and outgoing faculties,
identified with them so much so that you have forgotten yourself, that's
all. That is why I say, "Know Thyself, O man." I respect all scriptures.
Masters came from time to time to teach according to the need of the hour.
Puritans came in the west. They were Soldiers of the Truth, Khalsas. Khalsa
means one who has got full Light of God refulgent in him. Whoever has got
God refulgent in Him is the Son of God. Others are also Sons of God but
they have not realised it, not even seen it. The Masters never say "we
speak," they say, "He speaks." They become only a channel. They speak what
comes, not what they want to speak, according to the need of the time,
occasion. They speak books. They speak scriptures, scriptures came through
Them, is it not so? They are men like you. They have the same manbody,
born in the same way. So I wish you all to have the same perspective. You'll
change like anything. So that comes through by loving God with all thy,
heart, with all thy soul, with all thy strength. And further?
Love thy neighbor as thyself.
Why? If you say you love God and you
hate your brothers, then, you are a liar. Is it not so? This is what all
scriptures say.
There is only a diversion of your
attention from this side to that side, that's all. One Bulleh Shah, a Saint,
came to his Guru who was just a gardener, placing saplings here and there.
He asked him how to get God, how to see God. "Oh, dear fellow, it's very
easy. Like taking out a sapling from one place and putting it in another
place." You are attention-Divert your attention from here to there. A very
simple way of explaining. Withdraw your attention from outside, place it
inside; then you'll see. They want you to see within. Then, "Let me see
you, not the others." That's all. Where to see? Within your own self. He
is your Controlling Power within you. You and He both reside in this very
man-body. You want to see Him? Then put your whole attention in there.
That's all. The same thing is explained in so many ways. So the only difficulty
arises; we don't want to see God. Be sure. Don't deceive yourself. If you
do want to see Him, surely you will see Him. He's waiting for you. But
you're entangled here, there. You don't have to leave the world, but pay
off your debts and go back home, please.
Two things were before me after leaving
my educational career: One, ambition of life. I was very fond of reading
scriptures like that. In my school career, I read two libraries. I had
two things before me: God or world. Nobody was to advise me. I went to
the wilderness all alone at night from six, seven till twelve, one, two
at night. Ultimately, I came to the conclusion: God first and world next.
You see. The result was, every step taken was a step to that goal. "God
first, Wait."
Is God first or is world first? We
take world first and God to help us in the world, that's all. Everybody
must decide what he wants to do. We are adrift. Sometimes we want God,
sometimes the World. So decide first what you want to do. Sometimes I tell
people, "Decide what you want to do from this day on." You must have something
before you; and work. Work for it, maybe only a step is taken but it will
take you closer to the goal. Sometimes you are running like a hare, then
sleeping, then again turning your head some other way. It's better to go
regularly like a tortoise, step by step, step by step, every day, not turning
but going ahead. So you are on the way. God is waiting for you, each one
of you. He is also waiting for me. I want to go back. I tell you how far
I'm imprisoned here.